When I suddenly become lonely in the world

There was a shadow behind me till yesterday
But suddenly it vanished into skies
The comfort of this shadow was realized
In its absence , i began to feel sad
tears comes down without any reason
i have lots and lots to tell to my shadow

There was not a single day
without my moms call
I felt lazy sometimes
even to answer her questions .
But now my heart is paining
without no one to open my heart

It feels like i m suddenly in a desert
From a beautiful garden
Till yesterday I thought
My world was filled with love and care
Everyone to support and care

Now i realize it was all created
by Mom ,with her love
Suddenly I feel like i am alone
With no one to care and listen to my heart

Why Did God give this punishment to me
Now i have to learn to carry my life journey
with a heavy heart ,no one to listen
Because nobody could replace a mothers place

The word "mom" makes my eyes filled with tears
Don't know how long it will take ,for me to
adjust with this loneliness.
I am still searching for an answer
"Why it happened to my mom?"

Playtime with twins- learning words

Kannan Unni-ye  ezhuthiniruthi  on vijayadasami.So now I can assist them in drawing by holding their hands. During our crayons experiments I showed them how to draw a face .I drew a face and said it is Kannan.Then Kannan drew a line and said “this is amma” J

Play time -doing BiG JoB

My little Masters always wanted to do 'big Person jobs'. Kannan’s favourite place is kitchen..Whenever he enters the kitchen he will do something mischievous..playing in the tap water (this is their favourite game),or switching off the gas stove, pouring  the water in the jug all over the kitchen,playing  with kitchen utensils. Sometimes while searching in the kitchen ,Kannan gets the casserole where breakfast foods are kept. He will take the casserole to hall, sits there and calls Unni ”Unni vaa appam thinnam “..Then the two will eat idli or dosa from the casserole.

Playtime with my twins continued..

'Meesa marjaran' is a hit here…it’s a childrens comic cd…

When we showed them for the first time they were not able to grasp it …after watching the title song both of them indulged in their own play activities…so we thought it’s a foul. But we again played it 2 -3 times..after a week or two they suddenly began enjoying the video ..Their vocabulary and mental skills are growing faster now..They have a few favorite dialogues in it…before the scene comes both of them says the exact dialogue ….for eg.  holding their imaginary mustache they say “ente meesa kando?”

Playtime with my twins

Finally I got some time to write some words about my two little cuties. They started going  to playschool. But they miss the home too much…especially kannan.